Episode 2 - Madras Muse - Annan Brahma !

 

https://open.spotify.com/episode/28NuExIRWDFC8cJ6JaoQuf?si=f68cifv1SvC2yyQiJZrpDw

My podcsast - Episode -1 Madras Muse : My name is Kannan

 

https://open.spotify.com/episode/4DnGiXxM0lDj1LEdYuqctL?si=c0d9396378a14eaa

Strictly NO new year resolutions for 2020

Thank you, 2019 !

It’s been such a year of ups and downs. I completed one of my major duty of life and feel relaxed since Feb. At the same time, I downgraded my life style, way of living and another major failure in my life on what I badly wanted to achieve/continue. I tried all my best to hold things tight and close, but it was something beyond what I expected. I was unlucky and believe whatever happened is for something good and that’s how I convince myself most of the time.

All friends and family are kind of nothing when you start failing/falling. At end of the day, you are defined by what you have and where you are.

I realized, if something going to happen, it can not be stopped by anyone. So I have no expectations for 2020, but ready to face anything with all my knowledge and effort.

Am I lucky or not ?

I started to test my luck, the probability is negligible, may be one in a million, but definitely not zero. So, I still possess chances to favor my luck. Let’s see how it goes....

Reading my old post.... Patiences is very important, especially when you play with your luck.

Best quote I ever read !

Struggling for enlightenment...,

I know the exact way to attain enlightenment, but I am lazy and have a tendency on giving up very soon. Need to change a lot to make myself better and enlightenment will be eventually on my way !

After two years !

I felt like telling this to someone or write somewhere the pain that I went thru today. I was/am literally telling myself “this is not for me” like Nageesh. Self realization on how unfit or unlucky I am to pursue something that I need. May be you have made my fate better.....ethu enaku illa...ethu enaku illa....

Only miracle can help my situation..... Sokkanatha... Sokka... Sokka... enaku uthavi panna maatiya...?

Kaatru Veliyidai, the worst Maniratham movie after Ravanan.

Behind the scene:

Actually someone asked Mr Mani about his previous movie OKK, then our directer decided to prove that OKK is good movie and took this movie so bad. Similar to drawing a long line next to the short one.

About the movie:

1. Waste of time and money.

2. Very bad casting, Karthi doesn't fit this role at all and his characterization was such as bad design.

3. Art direction was funny, Delhi Ganesh hand was outside the box during his funeral. I was laughing on that scene thinking how they will close the box.

4. Do Indian Air force still do stress and metal test for all candidates ? Karthi sounds like a psychic patient and  shouts in most of the scene.

5. Most of the scenes were so annoying and literally a pain watching the movie.

6. The culture and the logic of this movie is again crappy. 

7. The only good thing is the music and that too when you hear without seeing the visuals.

8. Is the culture and way of living so bad in an army camp, with no privacy and no value for people ? if so, I will definitely not recommend any one to join Indian army/Air force. If not, then Karthi role was such as disaster.

Advice to all directors, please don't consider Karthi for any city based /white collar job role. He fits only lungi role and also make sure no English dialogues of him :-)

Deeply stressed watching this movie, Mr Mani made one more bad movie.

Request to Mr Mani:

All your bilingual based movies are so crappy, please concentrate on Tamil movies going forward.

Starting one week break on everything starting now

Next update on 27th 11pm cst.

Getting back normal, fuck everything that obstruct my path of progress

Getting my bangalore days back and so eager for the change in location that I am going thru now. May be the same time next month, I will be settled in a project somewhere in the US.

Now ready for the game and no fear of failures.

Today's Marriage life

Most of us have a different perpective on life, some of us are happy about life and most of them are not. It's based on many factors around us including us. Finding a right Muudy for the Jaady is the trick. Most of us fails in doing this and this is where fate plays it's role in a very strong way and we have no influence  on that.

If we select the wrong muudy, we end up screwing our life. Our karma decides this and to escape from this is to remain bachelor forever.  Instead of eating chilly, we can stay hungry.

Better not to drink the milk when you know it was spoiled.

Feeling bad about what happened for me and to my family, so unfortunate and unexpected for all of us.

I asked a thousand times sorry to my family for all troubles I made in this month.

Better not to drink the milk when you know it was spoiled. I tried all my level best to avoid this, but was cornered to take this decision. I feel like cheated right from day one for all the lies and setting up wrong expectation.

On a good note, just escaped from a mad dog for lifetime, but got a bit hiccup for a short time.

Thanks to my family and friends in supporting this crisis time in my life.

Theekul veralai vaithal nandalaala, nennai theendum enbam thondruthada nandalaala...

Traveling back to Chicago as a bachelor.... happy for what happened in my life.... getting interesting day by day.

Feeling complete privacy again.... but may be for a week. Thinking of all those fantastic Bangalore days spent alone, but realized myself a lot.

Surprise

I was little surprised when someone who is willing to share her life with me forever, but doesn't want to share her phone number now.

I was laughing in my mind and said to myself that "fine..... anyways we are going to talk for lifetime and save some words for that".

The most awaited message of my life time

In India now

Felling happy and blessed being with my family.

New bird feeder at my apartment IL

Sakthi with IL registration