I felt like telling this to someone or write somewhere the pain that I went thru today. I was/am literally telling myself “this is not for me” like Nageesh. Self realization on how unfit or unlucky I am to pursue something that I need. May be you have made my fate better.....ethu enaku illa...ethu enaku illa....
Only miracle can help my situation..... Sokkanatha... Sokka... Sokka... enaku uthavi panna maatiya...?