Am I lucky or not ?

I started to test my luck, the probability is negligible, may be one in a million, but definitely not zero. So, I still possess chances to favor my luck. Let’s see how it goes....

Reading my old post.... Patiences is very important, especially when you play with your luck.

Best quote I ever read !

Struggling for enlightenment...,

I know the exact way to attain enlightenment, but I am lazy and have a tendency on giving up very soon. Need to change a lot to make myself better and enlightenment will be eventually on my way !

After two years !

I felt like telling this to someone or write somewhere the pain that I went thru today. I was/am literally telling myself “this is not for me” like Nageesh. Self realization on how unfit or unlucky I am to pursue something that I need. May be you have made my fate better.....ethu enaku illa...ethu enaku illa....

Only miracle can help my situation..... Sokkanatha... Sokka... Sokka... enaku uthavi panna maatiya...?