Wanted to be God sometime by character

I will update this very soon. I don't have proper words to express this immature feeling. 

Wanted to say like AravindSamy, my version "I am not good, just God".

This poster is awesome

There are only few things will contribute to build your character and this one did a great job in my life.

Don't advise or recommend anything to anyone

This world wants us to just listen, if you advise something, then they will tag you as a bad person.

Reasons are 

1. First of all they will not share you the full information. They will share only things that will create sympathy on them.

2. They will not share the mess that was made by them.

3. They don't need any advise from anyone, because they think, they were always correct but still they failed.

4. Most importantly they want to waste your time and to stress you with their problems.

5. And finally they want to control you. Obviously just making you to listen and not allowing to talk or share your view is an act of controlling.

Please stay away from those people. I know the above are commonly seen with Mom and wife, but they are exceptions we have to live with. 

Today I had this experience with a man and few months back with another man. Men are not always men!

Heavy rain in Chennai.... I am worried about my family

I am unable to contact my family for past  two days, none of the phone numbers are reachable. Praying to God, everyone should be safe and happy.

Hope I will connect with them asap.  

Update on Dec 4th - Appa called me today early morning and said all are safe. Now felling better. 

First time to drive 400 miles a day.

Sakthi did a great job.

Made this Black Friday, colorful.... Bravo...Bravo...Bravia !

My first dubsmash experience

Check out the below YouTube links 

https://youtu.be/SzXbImt0aNA

http://youtu.be/8eMkMx8AayA

Hunger Games Mockingjay

Went for this movie last weekend, alone.

For me it's an average movie, just worth for $7 and not more than that.

But I throughly enjoyed Jennifer Lawrence's performance, she did a great job. Her crying scenes were so touching and realistic, may be this is bcos I like her acting and I am her fan too :-)

I have wasted almost all weekends in my life

One week break for everything, it's a vacation for mind

I am going to accept my Karma as it is and it's consequences without any retaliation or worry for one week from now.

No feelings for next one week, let's see how it goes.

Time started, Friday 8.30 pm est.

Update on 24-Nov-2015: I am failed in this as usual.

Vedalam- my first movie in the US to go and watch by myself

I love Little Krishna !!!

After a long time, I came out from the conventional way of worship. Next level of maturity...... Makes me fee like I am not too far from HIM. I strongly believe that moment is getting closer day by day.

My God !!! a different experience. Now HE is not just God, he is all to me.

திருக்குறள் at OC

Decided to have one திருக்குறள் every week as my OC message going forward. No one will understand but gives me an immense pleasure whenever I open my Lync.

Celebrating bachelorhood

Celebrating bachelorhood to its max, but expecting to end it soon :-)

After seven months, now subscribed to Netflix.

Fall at my office

One more Song on repeat mode

Almost at least one song from Anirudth's album takes this repeat mode status every season and now it's "Yennai Maatrum Kadhale".

One more song on repeat mode, it's a King's position in my playlist and honoring it in this post. A wow moments listening to this song.

Listen to "Yennai Maatrum Kadhale" on RAAGA at http://raa.ag/aT0004311

Thanks Anirudth ! 

PS: I don't like you but not your songs.

Blackout on Oct 13 2015

First time in US faced a power outage, felt very uneasy for few minutes as I was not prepared for it.

So power outage can happen any where at any time.

6s Gold is amazing

I am not a big tech fan, however to my little knowledge, 6s is superb. It was a great upgrade from 4s to 6s 64 gigs for me. The look & feel, performance, call clarity, display, sound quality, Internet experience, 3D Touch and photo quality of 6s are amazing. The upgrade in both iOS and hardware in 6s is mind blowing.

The ultimate gadget of this decade. Feel like this is the max technology that I need for next 5 years and I am satisfied for my patience of three years.

Few panoramas taken from my 6s are below.

3 months with Sakthi

I am happy with Sakthi and we are together successfully for last three months.

Like to say thanks for the wonderful experience that you have been giving all time. I like to have a long term relationship with you. 

Thank you Sakthi !

Bit worried using your name

Bit worried using your name as my password without your knowledge, but will make sure it will harm/trouble you in anyways. 

As history says, if someone wins they gets a new life and when fails, gets a new password. I am not going to apologize for that :-)

May be I should prepare myself for the big pain again :-(

Kill Bill Pandey

One of my client SME troubles a lot and we named him as Kill Bill Pandey.

Now we started enjoying his troubles.

Arnold Schwarzenegger mathiri oru felling ippa :-)

Bought a set of dumbbell and now thinking of Arnold... Romba too much le ?

But okay than...  :-)

Cream cones

Cream cones reminds my childhood days. I was begging my mom to buy this every time we visit a nearby bakery.

An apple under an orange tree

I know this is not going to workout, but still I like a lot. The real beauty, 'An apple under an orange tree'. Sounds crazy, but true.

I am not the one going to eat that, but I have all rights to see and enjoy the beauty of nature.☺☺☺

Sakthi.... I welcome you to my life

You are my Vagana.... The ultimate friend when I am on the road...

Song on repeat mode

I normally listen to songs all time, but there are few songs that makes me to listen to it again and again..... Those songs I set for repeat loop and listen as much as possible.

Resent days I loved the song "Naane Varukiren from OKK".... Still listening since morning and goes on....

I am not getting bored...that's the impact of a beautiful composition and words.

Thanks to ARR for OKK. 

Started my new novel in a new blog

http://kannan-the-story-teller.blogspot.com

First Mango of this season

Tried a Mexican Mango... Nice experience 

Sweet 33

What I am doing here for these many years...Can't believe that I spent 32 years in this beautiful world. Time went in lightning pace and left no proof except good and bad memories.

If I look back, I earned few good people, a droplet knowledge of karma & who I am, how to respect others and what life is all about.

Grey hairs started shouting 32 whenever I look at the mirror and the number 32 now scares me for no reason. Like to hide my grey hairs for some time. Salt and pepper look is not for middle class people, I am already looking like a summar muungi kumaru and in salt and pepper look I will be romba summar muungi kumaru.

My responsibilities are still on my shoulder and I will never let it down at any point of time. Life goes on like a journey.....a long period in Chennai, a short and beautiful time in Bangalore and a wonderful time started now in US.

In short, it is a big dream filled with pain, happiness, sorrow, excitement, success, learning(failure) and fun. Even though I experience everything nothing will be carried away and it is exactly like a dream, next day morning you don't have anything thing but just the memories.

Over all, I am happy, still looking for my destiny and yet to identify. Stepping into 33 with the same josh of hoping all will be good.

Thanks to my family, Gods and friends.

The statue of Liberty

Visited New York for first time today.

My new God

I started worshiping Time, Water, Food, Enery in any form like electricity & Gas and Money.

The purpose is to give them proper respect and not to waste them knowingly irrespective of the place where I live.

Sri Ram

First week in US

Having a mixed feelings in US. For sure I am not in peace now. Lost 550+650 USD in just 3 days.

Temperature is -2, snow and rain fall happens in a week and I have no vehicle to cummute. Like a handicap sitting at my PG and boring myself.

Thanks to skype and whatsapp in making this world very small.

Hope everything will be good very soon and I will start liking this place like India.

A wretched state in my life

I thought that I am trying to fetch Amirtha rasam in my dented pot(an impure soul and body), but now I realized that there is a big hole in the pot that will never allow to store anything anymore. I can only be saved by love and nothing else, will go mad in few days time as I am already in search of an unconditional love for a long while and luckily no one interested. Slowly getting the pain on my head and my grey hairs started laughing on my inability.

Very unfortunate and miserable. In the name of Rama, I don't know what to do. I have no one to even share my present state of mind. Feeling very lonely, even though too many people around me.

Lack of visibility on my way, but full of confident to reach my destiny and if HE has mercy on me, then HE will make me as a destiny to someone else. Right now I am scared and worried to handle this. Most importantly I want to be truthful and a genuine person to the one who choose me as a destiny.

Only a miracle can help me to get rid of my situation. I am not ready and interested to tell anymore lie in my life to anyone for anything. Only HE can help me to lead that life going forward. I am a complicated useless guy :-) and only a form of mother can make me perfect and a complete man.

I have no one to read this blog and I am writing this only for my satisfaction.  

Lying next to my father and his snoring sound reminds me that it's midnight and I need to sleep. However I will listen to kaaki sattai song for next 30 mins. Need to get up early to catch the early morning train as I need to take my Mom with me this time.  

SriRam !!!

Count down started- just two weeks left

Wax Legends

Kollur Mookambika Temple Photos