Got Mullai at NJ for Gods, but off-course expensive

Maintaining an elephant is more expensive than buying it

Now realizing that buying or having anything is not a great deal, but the time, money and effort you put to maintain them is the real big deal that most of us don’t foresee. Sometimes it can be even surprising, if a cat needs an elephant's maintenance or vice versa.
Same fits to relationships, you should be more careful while choosing your partner. She/he looks like a cat, but may be who knows a dinosaurs hiding in them. You will die feeding it for its lifetime. It’s a million dollar question to identify them on the first date.


PS: For a true relationship, you can do anything and go for any extend as per your wish as true love never demands or commands.

My Deepavali Celebration @ Shooting range

This was my long pending dream and not any more.

https://youtu.be/C_JHywdkXYY

https://youtu.be/fRtXHexytMw

Music during travel...Bangalore days

This week, I went to NYC by local metro train alone. I was listening to music and I immediately started thinking of the days that I enjoyed travelling to office with loud music on my ear phones.


May be I should frequently do such long travel in bus or train alone with good music. It is literally more that couple of years for my own song. My mind is not relaxed in the USA, keep on thinking useless thinks and getting worried.


Oh...those happy Bangalore days and happy hours..I cannot forget them.....especially the travel from B3(bannerghatta office) to Ramamurthy Nagar was awesome. Too much of traffic, but I was the only one on cloud nine listening to music.


My Friend Kar**i waits in the Purple Haze and I used to travel from B3 to Marathahalli for dinner. After meeting we talk, listen to rock music, dine and leave to home in his bike. This was kind of our routine, on Fridays and whenever anyone of us got frustrated. We talk all topics, personnel, profession, politics, relationship, religion, people, language etc etc. I talk so loud and no one knows because of the loud music.


Missing those days, hope we will go back to Bangalore and continue this.

Moon in my mind

You are like a full moon in my blue sky, floating all around my mind and gives happiness.

You are beautiful, beautiful and so beautiful. Enna muukuthan konjam perusu, paravailla adjust panikiren :-)

I stand on the sea shore observing your beauty all time like a passer by. You mesmerized me unknowingly and made to think of you every now and then...

You are far away from me interms of society value, education and wealth, but remember, one day there will be no moon day also.

You have no idea who I am and how much I like you. It's like the attraction the sun flower has for Sun, fish for water and birds for trees.

Still you are my moon, far away from my reach. Hope one day I will get an opportunity to fill all the valleys of moon with my love and respect.

Even for simple things, God made me to wait for a long time. And you are a moon, so I have to wait for decades to reach you.

I will keep staring at you and wait for your  arrival every night. This is a bloody life and anything can happen at any point of time.

Want to go back to India

Want to go back to India, but HE will always do just opposite to what I wish. Let's see how he responds to this.

Feeling empty

I am feeling too much empty now a days. Not interested in any thing, even if I hold a strong side of a conversation, I am not interested to win it with anyone. 

This period in my life is the perfect example for a false living.

Only Blessed people can enjoy the real happiness on Earth and sometimes I feel like blessed :-)

I am a creature with no true loving mates around

Right from my childhood I don't have a true friend. All I had was someone who just talk and leave. Most of the time I felt no difference staying alone in my room or with the bunch of so call friends around me. I am like a tree in the open plain standing alone.

It's good in a way, but sometimes it does really matters.

Actually I came to this world as an independent soul and going to leave in the same manner, so I don't need any of them. But for the journey of life, we definitely need someone to at least travel along with you, even if they don't care about you.

Hope I will get a chance in the future with the company of a nice friend who really cares about me.

May be, God could have created me in a better pleasing appearance :-) if that is the criteria to get good friends :-)

Vel and Mother' blessing are same

Murugan was a kid when HE was asked to fight against Surapadman. Goddess Parvathi gave a Vel to Murugan, which is nothing but HERSELF. Lord Murugan won the battle with the Vel. 

Similarly everyone in this world has their own mother's blessing, which is nothing but the Vel that gives us success all time.